Eleanor Roosevelt.

  • A woman is like a tea bag- you never know how strong she is until she gets in hot water. 
    - Eleanor Roosevelt, United States Diplomat and social reformist, First Lady
I have started this journal multiple times, but I have never actually brought myself to finish it, continue it or whatever. I have promised myself to do just that. I don't possess a terminal illness but I have realized, we are all terminal and some of us are just unfortunately dying faster than others. I realize this may seem pessimistic but I assure you, I am not. I am just a realist. I do have an illness, disease, syndrome, or whatever the difference it is nowadays. Honestly, I haven't bothered to care anymore. Eventually, I will die and hopefully, by then I will have made a different on the world. Now, I only know that I have made a significant difference to one person - my lover, best friend, and fiance', Elizabeth. At least, I hope that I have. She's seemingly unaware that I am keeping this journal. She believes that it only houses my fanfiction obsessions which it surely does. This year (although, it's nearly through) changes everything and I feel the need to keep record. Hopefully, the internet will still be around when my children can read this. Because this record will be for them. Well, most of it. No, Severus and Hermione until after they've read the books twice and can fully appreciate Alan Rickman and Severus Snape. Then. Then, they'll be introduced into this magnificent world.

Now, I'll return into the world where my beautiful fiance's sings "Call Me, Maybe" (badly sings) and I think of what to write tomorrow.

Not necessarily personal. Maybe, SS/HG related.